so here's what's been going on with me as of late.......

 we got all moved in to the new place for those of you who didn't know.
our walls look like a crayon box vomited on them....every room is a different bright color.
it rocks.

tyler is crawling now, real crawling too!  and he's grabbing on to the couch, etc. and pulling himself up and trying to walk.  he's about.....25 pounds now?  o.O talk about hefty!

greg applied for a full-time higher up managerial position at kohl's.
fingers crossed!

i got a wisdom tooth and it's a bitch.
ouch!

today was the first day of college for us.
i'm at shawnee taking 20 credit hours this semester.  golly what a workload!
greg's taking two classes at wkctc.  i'm so proud of him for finally going back!

the tarot is working wonders for me.  it's ah-mazing how accurate it gets!
i read my card of the day before going to school this morning...and it was the queen of swords.
the card signifies someone who has gone through a great deal of suffering and whatnot but got through it.
i went to school paranoid that someone was gonna die while i was in ullin.  i really had no clue what this had to do with me.
well, i get to school, and i have my first two classes with an old friend of mine.
she starts telling me about how her old boyfriend beat her and about a whole bunch of other bad stuff, but now she's turning her life around.  [i'm so proud of her!] 
at first i didn't even see it, but it was obvious that this is who the cards talked about.
talk about scary!  it's like they're writing the screenplay of my life.  once again, ah-mazing!!!

i haven't done any spellwork since last time at rin's due to:
 1.  lack of proper supplies
 2.  improper knowledge of particular timing when i should do spells
 3.  lack of comfort in doing it myself.
i did, however, do a "ritual" at new moon on my own.
i quarter called, and did a major tarot reading to break in new decks and get re-accustomed to old ones, plus i was in major need of an answered question.  =]
nothing special but i was trying...right?

and as far as the "situation" going on between the coven
[and i still refer to all of us as a coven because i'm confident that we'll get through this.]
i'm going to make my stand on these issues abundantly clear.

• i think that rin is going through some issues that are hers to share or keep secret as she wishes.
• i think that these issues would bring negative energy to a circle, and that all of the energy from the issues and ritual itself would drain rin, so i think she should try to get things sorted out with herself before she tries to help us. 
  however, i am still here for her, and her friend.  her choice is her choice, and as her sisters all we can do is support her.
• i would still like to practice with all of you as soon as we get our heads clear and figure out our intentions.  we all need to be on the same page in order to operate as a coven.

girls, if you're reading this, please listen.
all we have in this life and the ones after this is each other. 
family. that's what we are.
sisters fight.  what's important is that we can get past petty arguements and help each other in times of need.
if we can do that, with both magickal family, family, and friends, then we are set in life.
there is no disagreement so big that it's worth the loss of a friend.
just remember that.

in perfect love and perfect trust,

♥yell♥